wassup everyone! How has everyone been? Me i have okay i made new friends and i gained old friends back. I have not yet gained them all back though. I hope things start to change before the end of this school year. I dont want my friends to leave this year knowingly that i was the way i was. Well i wish them the best of luck and that they can come to me for anything. I going update later.If you like go to my myspace its in my "view my website" link or in my profile for aim. Talk to you guys later!

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iF yOuR mY fRiEnD iM hAvInG a bLoCk PaRtY aT mY hOuSe On NeW yEaRs EvE....gOtTaH bE 16 years of age AnD over...ALcoHoL iS bEiNg SeRvEd....

why do i hate being the last one...

why does it feel like im left behind...

i dont know...

but i do know something...

that i hate it...

wassup! i havent updated this motha fuckah in so long.you know why bkuz ive been on myspace.that shit is tite.in many ways better than xanga.i got  addicted to it doe.but im cuttin mah self back from goin on it.thats why i came on xanga.lately my life has been goin good.i found this wonderful gurl.shes so perfect.my sisters and my brothers are doing good.my brother eddie is having a baby in may.happie fer him.so many things came and went and now that i tynk bout it i fuckin miss those days wen my friends and i used to cruz.we used to just let loose and have fun.not give a fuck bout who and wat is in the way.i just want my brothers to depend on wen they grad.well any whos im not goin to winterball no more.i waz goin to castles wun but im not goin der anymore either.so dont know what i gonna do.my gurls guy friends like cruz.so i looking foward to cruzing wit dem.well i finish updating laters.aiite den.luv yall.

(my heart is in my brothers&sisters..my brothers&sisters are in my heart)

wen something is said.something is done.but wen you say nothing at all.nothing will ever happen.i have that problem.i wanna say something to this gurl that i reallie like.its to hard to let her know.i dont wanna know wat she tynks.if i had wun wish.i would want to be wit her.she brings life to me.and happiness wen im around her.i wanna have her in my lyph so bad.but i guess i have to make it happen.....

well i herd dat da football boiz won.i wish we did.but o well.glad fer dem.at least wun sport can take us far.

i kant wait till saturday.i get to hang out with da volleyball team wun last time before we all go our seperate ways.we have decided to have a day full of fun.so i hope its good...

i dont reallie know wat i goin do tonite i had peepo ask me to go wit dem a lot of places but i dont know if i wanna.bkuz dat wun gurl aint gonna b thurr.id rather ste home and tynk of her.so yah.well have a fun and safe halloween.i hope to see you guyz in one piece.dont forget to scare all the litto kids.lol.aiite.peace.

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